DEVISTATION:
Next Wednesday, my maternity leave officially comes to an end. I will leave my baby boy every morning at 7:30 and won't get to see him again until 4 in the afternoon. I spend my days just looking at him and being so in love with him. Not being able to do that all day just breaks my heart. Not gonna lie, I cry about it almost every day.
THANKFULNESS:
Though I have to leave my baby boy every day while I work, I am so thankful he is able to stay home with Daddy. My boys will get to hang out every day and then I can come home to hang out with my boys. We are so blessed to not have to put David in daycare. I am also thankful for my new job, as much as I wish I didn't have to leave my baby boy. This job will actually allow me to spend way more time with David than my previous job would have, the pay is fantastic, and the insurance benefits are better than fantastic. So, for that, I am thankful.
APPREHENSION:
I am nervous about this new job. It is a big step forward for me and I really want to do a good job and be successful. However, getting set up for this job has been stressful. It is just enough different from my previous job to make me a little nervous.
EXCITEMENT:
Though I am nervous about this new job, I am excited too! This is exactly where I want to be on my career path and I couldn't be starting this job in a better place. I also have lots of good support systems in my colleagues and supervisors to help me along! But, even more exciting, is that we close on our house in one week! We can move out of my parent's house and finally be in our own home! We can't wait!
Hopefully, in a month or so, once we have settled into our new house and our new routine, I can get off this rollercoaster!
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